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Sunday, December 8, 2013

RECEIVED IN GRACELAND

Tonight's guest writer is my son, Jeff, who is a good writer and who is getting better at calling.  This is something I love that he wrote in 1999.


Received in Graceland
From the Wild West
8 October 1999
by Jeff Wenger

What to do with that nearly-free airline trip when you just have 24 hours and you’ve missed the flight to New Orleans? Go a little further up the Mississippi River to Memphis, Tennessee and the home of the King of Rock and Roll.
A pilgrimage then to Graceland, the home of Elvis Presley, to see what it says of America.

MEMPHIS – As the line between ironic participation and my real life continues to blur, I found that Graceland wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be and it wasn’t as good as I thought it would be. It was just alright, or, as Elvis himself was wont to say, it’s alright, Mama.
There were, of course, certain expectations going in. For example, I expected there to be many large women in spandex sobbing at his graveside. There were just a couple.
Actually, the crowd was not only a pretty respectable lot, but diverse – people drawn from NBC’s demographic and that of CBS (by which I mean the young and old); people in T-shirts and people in business attire; black people and white people. In addition to the many Americans, there were Chinese and Japanese, German lads and a Czech couple, and two white South Africans who were indeed choked up by the end of the tour.
The young Elvis purchased Graceland in the late 50s, when he was just hitting it big. It had belonged to a doctor and was named after the doctor’s wife, Grace. Elvis liked the name and kept it. A tall fence and wrought iron gate separated the hills and trees and manse of Graceland from the real world outside.
Yet, as the homes of the rich-and-famous go, Graceland disappoints. The home itself isn’t that large. It’s a big house, to be sure, but it’s not a palatial as you might expect the domicile of the King of Rock and Roll to be. Ernest Hemingway’s place in Key West, Florida, by contrast, is bigger and more stately.
Graceland, is like, well, a doctor’s big house. It has a basement and two stories. I mean, come on – I have friends with houses that big.
The lot upon which Graceland rests is big, until you remember that Elvis and his pals used to race golf carts around while brandishing firearms and hey, its not that big.

But it is through the front doors where Graceland really makes an impression. The word “timeless” doesn’t come to mind when confronted with the King’s thick green shag carpet and poly-vinyl curtains so stiff as to be formed apparently from Tupperware. Indeed, not timeless at all, but very specifically at a moment in time – I’m guessing, March 28, 1973, around 3:30 in the afternoon.
Elvis’ décor had a shelf-life shorter than potato salad at a picnic. Graceland is one part Playboy mansion, one part suburban dream home, and one part trailer.
The shag carpet, the dark wood paneling, the mirrors, the esoteric curves in the design of practically everything, the veneer covered stereo hi-fis, the glass fruit – the home of the King of Rock and Roll looks like it was furnished from a thrift store.
Fondue sets and bell bottoms (which seemed rightly consigned to the dustbin of history until just a few years ago) have their roots in the late 60s and early 70s when the counter-culture went to the suburbs and became the culture.
Shag carpet on the walls of the “rec room” was too cool for school back then, and Elvis died before he could come to his senses and hire an interior decorator.
This then may be the key to understanding Elvis and America: Elvis lived like everybody else – only more so.
In other words, if you were to give ridiculous wealth and celebrity to most of my relatives, or most of my wife’s relatives, or most of your relatives, they would piddle it away on fast cars and whiskey and guns and drugs and women. They’d put in a swimming pool and a pool table. They’d give jobs to every wheedling grade-school buddy and every lazy relative, paying them many times what they were worth. And they’d put shag carpet on the walls if they darn well wanted to.
This may be the strongest argument yet for communism.

Graceland is a snapshot of America at its apex. No nation on earth has ever been as wealthy as was the United States from 1946-1973. That prestige and affluence was largely spent redoing kitchens in orange and avocado.
Unnervingly, the 70s wash over the Graceland visitor. It is historically significant, but also personal. Because the cheesy furnishings are so accessible and familiar, Graceland is a snapshot of my childhood only without my old man passed out in the La-Z-Boy and mom’s unfortunate perms.
There is more to Elvis and America than wretched excess, however. There is an appeal that is at once universal and undeniable. I don’t know anyone who doesn’t like at least one Elvis song. This appeal helped to build bridges.
When Elvis was first being played on the radio, white people thought he was black. Black people knew that he was white, but thought here was a white guy who gets it. Today, Elvis songs are standard fare on the radio and karaoke discs from Manila to Montpelier. It turns out that, not only did Elvis get it, but everybody gets Elvis.
If we accept that Kid Rock is today’s bridge between black and white, we are in worse trouble than previously supposed.
Elvis was the whole package. He was sexy, but cute, benign and sensitive. (During a press conference following his discharge from the Army, he was clever in his appeal to both bobby-soxers and their mothers. Only now, 40 years later, has Ricky Martin – who can’t hold a candle to Elvis – duplicated anything like it.) Elvis was rebellious, but also blue collar and establishmentarian. (He was, after all, photographed with Nixon.) He played State Fairs and Vegas; he was a little bit country, a little bit rock and roll.
And in the end, he was beloved by millions, but lonely and alone. He was the King of Rock and Roll, but ignominiously died of a heart attack on the crapper. Like anybody could.

Saturday, November 30, 2013

THANKSGIVING 1953

When I was coming up on the family farm in Bindweed County,
Indiana, Thanksgiving would be an occasion for hunting.  My father, and on occasion, with my uncles would go out into the fields and see if they could get a rabbit.  Usually they did.
This was before deer and other larger game had worked their way that far south.  On other occasions my father would pick up his ancient 12 gauge shotgun and announce that he was going to go out and 'scare up a rabbit'.  He almost
always did.  The rabbits took shelter and foraged in the rows of corn that had been picked in the previous fall.  The old man could pick off a running rabbit with a .22 but the shotgun meant business.  A rabbit wouldn't run until you were right on top of him.  Then the rabbit would leap into the air and run at amazing speed, twisting and bobbing in and out of the rows of tangled cornstalks.  Their mottled gray sides and white tails blending in with the skiff of snow that is always present in Norhern Indiana winters.

Blam!  And it was all over.  The rabbit would tumble head over feet.  The old man would walk to the house carrying one or two rabbits in his game pouch.  He would nail their feet to the side of the woodshed and skin and gut them.  

My mother whose limited culinary skills were hampered by a primitive wood fueled cook stove would cut them up, roll them in flour and fry them in lard.  Sometimes the blast from the shotgun would shatter the bones of the game and there would be sharp pieces of bone sticking up.  At times I would have to pick pieces of shot out of the meat.  Amazingly, there are members of my family who have lived up into their 90's.

We never had turkey.  Our Thanksgiving dinner was fried rabbit.  Also it was our dinner almost every night for a couple of winters.
It wasn't that we went hungry but neither did we feast.  We were grateful for what we had and our carbon footprint was small.  But the thought of fried rabbit (or any other kind) to this day is repugnant to me.


I am thankful today for the Federal school hot lunch program.




Thursday, November 28, 2013

GOING OUT WITH A BANG

It was in the springtime of my 67th year.  April 29th, it was.  I was homeward bound and walked up to the bus stop at 15th and Stout in Denver just in time to see the #44 bus pull away.  
I now have a half hour wait for the next busThe stop at 15th & Stout is a major bus stop in Denver.  A little sketchy but not scarey although it seems to be well located for a drive by shooting.   So I plop down on the cleanest bench to wait.  Being a friendly sort I turned to the young woman beside me and made some brilliant comment about how great it was to be alive at midday on a perfect spring day.  I did not suspect that it was to become much greater.
We chatted.   She was dressed casual cotton, Target, T J Maxx.  She said her name was Toni and that she was waiting on the #38 bus.  She was a woman of color---the color of coffee with one cream.   She said she was 26 and I didn't think she was lying too much.  As we talked the #38 pulled up, loaded, and pulled away without her.  I thought it was strange but I was enjoying her company.  Shortly thereafter my bus, the #44, pulled up.  As I got up and boarded she followed me into the bus and sat next to me.  I am thinking that I don't know where this is going but I am going to go with it.
It went into my living room and onto my sofa.  And then to the floor. 

I will die a happy man. 



THE SHADOW SAYS: THIS IS INDEED A DAY TO GIVE THANKS


Tuesday, November 19, 2013


I have slept in a suite in the Royal Hawaiian Hotel in Honolulu and I have slept in a flophouse on Larimer Street in Denver.
The Royal Hawaiian smells better.

Saturday, October 19, 2013

ANOTHER #%$*#&!!! FESTIVAL

Saturday.  October 19, 2013, an absolutely beautiful day, 12 days before the High Holy Day of  Halloween.

This is the last day I have this week to complete three projects which I am multitasking on.  I also have a couple of errands to run.  The errands easily win out.  A quick shower and I'm off.  I miss my bus by one minute and wait, breathing automobile exhaust for a half hour before the next one.  I am in downtown Denver by noon.  Plenty of time to do what I need to do and get back in time to finish my work. 

I make my purchases and have lunch at my favorite place, Leelas.
Leela European Cafe.    
There is still time to catch the free mall shuttle down to the Office Depot, pick up some copy paper and ride the shuttle back to the bus station and home.  I limp over to the mall and wait for the shuttle.  It is nowhere in sight which is not unusual because sometimes it runs sporadically.  

All day I have noticed an increasing number of younger people on the mall, all walking toward the lower end.  Everyone seemed to be made up in costume with a lot of painted scars and fake blood.  As usual I am totally obtuse to my surroundings. If they wanted to look like a fool t was OK with me.

I limp to the center island to look for the wayward shuttle.  No sign of it so I sit on the edge of an empty planter to wait, propping my cane against a nearby tree.  Within 5 minutes a polite woman in a yellow vest appears.  It was almost, almost as though she has been directed to me, perhaps by a small two way radio, after I am spotted through an overhead camera sitting on a flowerpot.  She smiles at me.  I look at her and say "What do you want?  She indicates to me that it displeases the Powers That Be for me to sit on an empty flowerpot.  Suddenly I am imbibed by the spirit of Rosa Parks.  I play the poor, sick old man card.  I tell Shelia that I don't care what she or the city wanted, my foot hurts, I am tired and I am simply not going to get up from my big flowerpot.   I plan to sit there until my shuttle comes.  Shelia keeps her cool.  She appears to  agree with me.   She tells me the shuttle stopped running.   I react with confusion.  The shuttle is a given.  "What do you mean?"  The shuttle has stopped for the festival.  "What festival?"  The Zombie Fest.  Why am I not surprised?  This explains why all of these people are walking around looking like idiots but it does not explain how I am going to get off the mall.  I have already done Zombie.  I did it for the 26 years I drank alcoholically.  I have also seen enough blood and brains and gore to last a lifetime.  

So the city stops commerce so they can put on a show.  I am thinking that if they want a show, I can drop my pants and bend over.  But I don't say this.  It dawns on me that I am probably already close to being put on the lunatic fringe list.

I take my leave, faintly hearing a voiceover of Woodie Guthrie Singing Alice's Restaurant.  I start walking toward the upper end of the mall and after a block realize I am no longer capable of walking much further than that.  I double back, take a slow train out of town to a park and ride.  After a half hour wait I catch a bus home.  It takes me three and a half hours to run a small errand and have lunch.

Imagine A Great City / FREDDY PEÑA






Sunday, October 6, 2013

UNWITTING MARTYR

IN MEMORY OF

MATTHEW SHEPARD

DECEMBER 1,1976 ~ OCTOBER 12, 1998


MURDER IS MURDER

IF BLUEBIRDS FLY THEN WHY, OH WHY, CAN'T I

FOR ALL THE YOUNG MEN
Here’s to all the young men –
Who have thrown a noose over a beam in the haymow.
Those who have sat by the water with the shotgun, contemplating who to shoot first.
Those who would put the muzzle in their own mouth.
Those who have driven unfamiliar Nebraska country roads too fast at night.
Who drown their talents in bad whiskey to seek oblivion.
Who marry for validation.
Those who sob into their pillow at night because it is not getting better.
And they can’t express their angst to anyone.  No one.  Because no one can handle 
such unspeakable things.
For the sensitive ones without the hardcock assurance that the jocks take as their birthright.
For those in the hinterlands who would run but have no idea of where to find asylum.
For those who already know the policeman is not their friend.
Those who have endured the flaming words of flaming hate.
Support the ones who would spring the trap and drop into a permanent oblivion.
Persevere.  Endure.  Your day will come.  Don’t give up.  Keep 
the faith.  You are the strong ones tempered in the flaming words of hate.
                                                                             Daniel Wenger     
                                                                             For me.
                                                                             January 20, 2013
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